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About Me Official Beta Tester Wannabe Novelist Robert A Stott49/Male/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 5 Years
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Haibane Shadsie

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~diastres:icondiastres:
Sorry to hear things took a turn downhill. I know it's been a long while since we last talked but I really hope things look up for you.
Sun Nov 1, 2009, 5:42 PM
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Ark! I hope things turn around for you :( Stay strong!
Sat Oct 17, 2009, 10:55 PM
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Nobody knows the trouble I see... nobody nose at all...
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Fri Dec 14, 2007, 10:51 AM
*Shadsie:iconShadsie:
Meow. Yes. Meow.
Sat Aug 18, 2007, 6:34 AM
=ArkNorth:iconArkNorth:
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Sat Apr 28, 2007, 8:29 PM
*Shadsie:iconShadsie:
I poke you!
Fri Dec 8, 2006, 6:48 PM

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Useless

Fri Mar 12, 2010, 5:28 PM


I feel useless.

To the point - without a doubt - can't deny it.

It's now been 6 full months since the epic collapse of InkStop. In the courts, the lawyers are debating just how much settlement the employees (if any) will get. And in the meantime, we've lost a house, lost a car, and now, I've lost all respect for myself.

Now, before anyone starts sounding horns, calling doctors, or basically jumping through hoops, don't be alarmed. I'm not about to do anything rash or impulsive. I'm just saying, I've lost what little respect I had for myself (if any). I've been pounding through job searches, car searches, money searches and any other possible searches to find ways to make life bearable in this temporary lifestyle Shadsie and I find ourselves in. It's been depressing. And today, it got further depressing, at least on my part.

Shadsie has this little job - mucking out horse stables. After her little bout of gravity plummitus earlier, and once she got back on her feet, I would join her and volunteer my free time to help her clean the stables by cleaning and filling the water buckets and sweeping up while she mucked.

Today, the barn boss reminded me 5 times in 6 minutes that she doesn't mind me helping her, but I do not work there.

The first time, that was okay, I know I do not work there. The second time started getting a bit snitty. The third was a bit more pressing. The forth and fifth times were just slamming it home and driving the nails into that coffin. (Which is odd, as her own boss seems to have no problems with me being there.)

UNWELCOMED. Plain and simple.

Now, I don't know about you, the reader, but for me, being told that I can't even volunteer work is pretty harsh for someone who is desperately seeking viable PAYING work.

Useless useless...

Ah well...

Onwards & Upwards...

A-N

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  • Listening to: Silence - It's just not as peaceful as before
  • Reading: Monster, Indeed & Craigslist
  • Watching: My Spiraling Life Get DEEEPER
  • Playing: With time
  • Eating: My soul
  • Drinking: Root Beer in a Coke Glass - STILL

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  • Interests: Anime, Manga, Stacey, Animation, Cartooning, Writing, and Stacey
  • Favourite movie: Cowboy Bebop - Knockin' on Heaven's Door & Porco Rosso
  • Favourite band or musician: Alan Parsons Project, The Beatles, Pink Floyd, Al Stewart and MANY more...
  • Favourite genre of music: Classic Rock, Modern and Classic Jazz
  • Favourite artist: Walt Kelly, Chuck Jones, Al Hirschfeld, Herge, Winsor McCay and Stacey ;)
  • Favourite poet or writer: C. S. Lewis, Arthur Clark, Jean Shepard and Stacey ;)
  • Favourite photographer: Alfred Eisenstat
  • Favourite style of art: Anime
  • Operating System: I have Lain's bedroom in my living room - 10 Working PCs - 8 XP, 1 WinCE & 1 MS-DOS - yowza
  • MP3 player of choice: SanDisk Micro Cruiser Companion
  • Favourite gaming platform: SNES, GameCube, Classic GameBoy
  • Favourite cartoon character: Pogo, Calvin and Hobbes, Little Nemo in Slumberland
  • Personal Quote: We have met the enemy and he is US!
  • Tools of the Trade: Corel Photo-Paint Koh-I-Noor Pens Nikon FM 35MM Kodak DigiCam Canon/Epson Scanners HP Comp/Printer
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Under the light of the full moon I wait for my pray.
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